I wanna get shitfaced

But as always,I gotta plan my life according to someone elses needs, otherwise I'm "selfish". Been for my gmaw for 3 years now, and before that it was all about helping my sister with her kids, and before that babysitting my baby sisters so much they called me mom for a while.

My mom is still surprised I don't have a partner and that I wasn't the first to give her grandkids. Bitch, I haven't even had sex since may 2015. How am I supposed to have a life of my own when I'm expected to serve everyone else? 🤬