Is this the end for me?

It has been months now. All this time, I had somehow managed to keep myself together, but today the tears came again.

Ever since the pain you caused me, I have been slowly falling apart. Alongside the depression and memory loss, I am now losing the very skills I once prided myself on. Whenever I try to speak, my mind becomes clouded and I simply cannot find the words to express myself. My thoughts just disappear, and I go completely blank.