I decided to avoid sex until our wedding night. That was too much pressure for a college student to bear. I should have done what my girlfriend asked me to do.

College. I'd do everything to get to a college abroad after high school and experience dorm life or renting as a student. Even if I struggled with anxiety so much and it felt so scary and undoable at the time.

Lying for my sister when she skipped school that day.

The why is bc maybe someone could have just gone to pick her up before he got home and killed her. Maybe she'd still be alive. 🤷🏾 She deserved a long, full life.