In hostel hell

I feel like I open my mouth too much even when I say I won't and it pushes people away. I'm in a hostel in LA right now and I plan to leave to AZ because that was my original destination but maybe thought I could stick it out here, realized it's not my scene. Nobody is fucking with me even if in the beginning it feels like I am so it's very isolating. I was connecting with this guy who is living my former dream that I quit, big on social media putting out cinematic content and been on big stuff. As I was connecting with him I told him I quit because it wasn't going anywhere and how I only planned to stay here for a month to go to Arizona. I can tell when I said that the vibe switched immediately. He left the room, other guy followed shortly after and then they were outside chilling. I could tell by their presence I wasn't wanted around so I went back inside the house. About an hour pass and they come back from cold stone with another tenant. They didn't invite me either and it felt like that guy and I were really connecting on a friend level but yeah. I always shoot myself in the foot socially maybe this is proof I need to get tf out of here and go to Arizona.