life has been feeling so much more uneasy to me since I started working

with frequency I make mistakes there, as i mentioned before I made a very bad one recently, I find it harder to things while others do the same easily . I feel like theres something very wrong with me but nobody seems to notice , like everyone finds me kinda weird , but nobody really thinks its that deep. I think I might have a neurological issue or smt , idk , I havent been treating my brain well , its always the same routine , never going out , only going to work, on the phone ... and also since little I was kinda different so idk if the issue is something I was born with or developed, or if its more than an Issue . Idk how to convince my parents to let me leave , also even if I suck , my boss woundnt like me leaving , because of the whole changing and teaching another ,but I will still try . I feel stuck in a situation that harms me and others . I do want to work but I feel im not ready , not before getting help