Im going to be really honest , as someone who struggled with mental health as an teenager and got their teen years stolen from them due to that and physical ilness , Im going to say you really do need an therapist , this isnt to cause offence. I spent nearly all my teen years in therapy , I spent some of my adulthood in therapy too. Because of that ; , I could go to college , work , do hobbies , do sports , have an healthy relationship , travel and have friends. An therapist cant save you , they are there to help you save yourself. Your posts are very unhealthy , so is how you treat yourself. Im saying this because I care and want you to find happiness , nobody online is an therapist or can help you , you need to take responsiblity and get help for yourself. Theres nothing wrong with venting , just not to the point you are using it instead of getting actual mental health treatment.

I had the same trouble around your age. Idk what it is, but I had everything going for me. I was a keeper and no one wanted to date and if they dated they didn’t commit. Was not like in my 20s. Dates when I did have them were VERY weird. Don’t settle though whatever you do.

Hey Bebe what you doing 2nite?

You're nothing?? You should change your account ID first, maybe make yourself marketable, change your attitude.... You're probably a hot looking lady... So put on a pretty face and get with it instead of winning about it .. Sorry but sometimes you need the truth....

Maybe work on changing your mindset first?

You just have to create a profile on a dating site, upload hot photos, follow the flow of those who write to you and this Saturday you will have a date. That's all.

Date is literally the easiest thing on this planet to find. Right after a penis.