i hope im not the only one who feels this way

i often think and quite often wtf i am here for lots of trauma bs in my life for very little if any reward i think im the stupid ugliest thing in this world i have lots of learnindisabilties but despite it did pretty well considering job is pretty good don't have many interst i get bored very easy i find tv extremly boring so i dont watch it ever into everything healthy which paid off i get 10 to 15 years younger then my age often by people

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Selah ·

I remember you from EP. Has anything changed?

brightirish · M

@Selah same old samd old plus a few people i knew committed sucide including a half brother

brightirish · M

@Selah i miss ep i met a few people from ep in person out a ta restaurant stayed in touch with the three i met one of thm commiited sucidie another got marrie dand has been to busy and other one i met we laughed ha d agrea ttime on phone for hours and in person but i got to be too much with feeling suicidal and things going on in my life even though we would lasugh for huors