I'm tired of all of this

Every time when I fall I feel like I'm gaslighting myself to stand up and pretend that everything is okay. No, it never was. And I've only recently realised how pathetic I am. I feel so lost. I haven't achieved anything. I'm good at nothing. I'm not pretty (I'd use another word), I don't have a boyfriend, I don't have a job, I have only like 1-2 friends but we're not close and I know I'm replaceable. I'm an introvert and I'm a bad person. I literally have no reason to wake up except to do what I've been told, to live just because I was born.

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MartinTheFirst · 26-30, M

I think this realization happens to a lot of people when they reach adulthood. A lot of us struggle with these things

cyandrug · 18-21, FNew

@MartinTheFirst it's difficult. I'm not strong enough

MartinTheFirst · 26-30, M

@cyandrug You're not going to be strong right now because it seems like you just started, but you'll become stronger by working on it

teenrob · M

@cyandrug you are strong enough! and the reason why I say so it is because you realize your situation and you are "fighting" it