i just feel so....sad.

It's confirmed now. I have major communication issues. I think I am not well-suited to have a job. I don't understand the complexity of work place dynamics. I don't know how I got so far. It's getting too much now. It's starting to have consequences. My being aloof, my being unaware, now has a price. I struggle so much with this. It's exhausting. I wish I could decode it. I am far too slow for this world.

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being · 36-40, F

If this brings you some hope, I used to be like that but now I just own myself and I move beyond. And so will you, it's just a matter of time.
For the time being try to not be overly judgemental with yourself and try to not look at these things for too long. Move your attention elsewhere. To something else, more interesting and bright. Those things will still remain there.

And know that none is perfect. Sometimes others may seem like socialising and within feeling empty. Many people have told me that..

turningthekeys · 31-35, F

@being thankyou! thanks for that really!!