Tw: Suicide

Well, I thought I’d share here
I attempted suicide (again) by hanging today. Thought I’d try something new. It was incredibly uncomfortable and I thought it was working as I began to feel that familiar darkness close out around my field of vision.

I couldn’t get the belt to stay put though, and I didn’t have any other hanging-type objects available.

I don’t know how I feel about it. I’m writing to you because if I tell anyone I know they’ll just throw me back in the crazy house and keep me high on drugs and send me back into a broken world.

Nasty cycle it is