✨random things i hate myself forrr✨

I'm fucking terrified of my future and how much I'll most likely fail. I'm scared of social situations. I'm scared of ending up alone after all. I know that I'll never fucking make it and whenever my mom mentions me doing anything with my future i get fucking legit angry, knowing she's wasting her faith and energy on me. I'll stay a disappointment forever and most likely not make it to 25, or even 18. I have zero fucking self control. I have countless fucking flaws. Im useless, im idiotic, i have no concern for the safety of anyone or anything. Im obsessive, im way too into fucking fiction and not the real world, my grades are trash because im too lazy to try, and ok top of allat im just fucking abnormal as hell overall. I will fail, i hate myself, im scared of thr future, i fuck everything up, and i generally just suck. Hooray:3