Deeply upset

I feel really low today
I don’t have any friends
My partner doesn’t listen to me
And he’s been out for some errands these days and I feel so alone and bored with no one to talk to properly

I just feel so alone

I feel so overwhelmed and I try talking g to him about how I feel and I get shut down

Then I suggested fun and was shit down again

Then I suggested something else was shut down again

All the while he keeps asking why o so upset

I feel actually so low that I don’t feel anything
Like I’m too numb