Today I put on some old music and danced

I felt happier than I have in a long time
No audience just me and the music.

So,why do I feel guilty for being happy at times?
Why can't I break free from myself?
Why must I be in total control at all times?
Why in the heck am I asking these questions here?

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bijouxbroussard · F Best Comment

Nothing wrong with dancing, my friend. Nothing wrong with relocating joy. 😊

Justmeraeagain · 56-60, F

@bijouxbroussard I think that's part of what I've been experiening, since my mother's death ,I haven't relearned how to relocate Joy.
I know you recently had that loss as well and I hope you're doing well as you can. ❤️

bijouxbroussard · F

@Justmeraeagain Thank you. Some days are a bit easier than others. 🤗