I think I might be anorexic...

I'm constantly worried about my weight, controlling how much I eat, restricting what I eat, having a small appetite, and when I'm home alone, I make myself throw up.

I'm a 16-year-old boy, around 182 cm and 55 kg [I've lost 1 kg since my last post], so I'm pretty skinny already, but I just feel so fat. My current goal weight is 50 kg, but my ultimate goal weight is 45 kg.

I just want to be happy in my own body...