I am trying to stay postive

My crazy ex comes out of jail soon so since i cant move, i have to pay to stay in a hotel because i don't want to give up my apartment since it would be hard nowadays to find something as a single parent. I had planned to put a camera on my door and stay in a hotel a few days at a time for at least 2 months because i dont get paid much ,just the thought of the amount of money will spend going to work and coming back to the hotel because me ex is crazy and wont leave me alone. the goal is to make it seem as if i moved and the camera on my door will help see if he still stalking me... eventually i want to come back to my apartment. Also im working with the state for a transfer and it has been taking a long whole so im hoping i can move by this year and i can be at peace and still keep my job. I just feel like im survivng , im making the secret plan because i have someone who doesn't take no for answer.. I Can't just live, I cant wake up tomorrow and go to work and start a business if i wanted to because of this freaking guy.