I feel so damn useless...

Since the start of the year , I realised that i was not talented at all. And being surrounded by friends that can sing well, look pretty and be absolutely perfect, i feel jealous sometimes and i kind of wished i could be like them, recently school break ended and i really hate how i look, i hate my body , i hate my height and i absolutely hate my face , i hate that i am so rude all the times and i hate that i'm not good at anything at all and i hate that i can't be pretty like all the other people and i hate that i am so naive and so stupid all the time, i don't have the looks, i don't have the body and i hhate that i am absolutely a nobody and i hate being compared to other people all the time but i compare myself to others too.