Those exhausting days

School is now a escape from being at this house and being at this house is now my escape from school days been tiring more just wishing there’d be no tomorrow, days would shorten, hoping my life span would be shorter than ever. This tiring feeling… had been with me for 4 years already… i guess it’ll only stop once i end my life? I wish i’d see the better part of this world tho not just this overwhelming darkness that goes on and on for years. I wish i could see you again my dear sister.
(Notice how i’d avoid saying ‘home’ and just use ‘house’ )