Eating Disorder Struggles

I’ve lost 12 pounds in three weeks. My ribs are starting to poke through my skin. I guess going to ED recovery didn’t help me much. At least I haven’t cut myself in two months.

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BrokenAbyss

ED recovery never helped me either. For me, as soon as I gave up therapy, I started getting better. Therapy always made me feel worse. Worse about myself and more drawn to destruction because I just couldn’t do the cheesy crap they wanted me to.

I wish you peace along your journey. Much love.

SW-User

Do you enjoy the masochism of not eating, and get a buzz out of watching yourself get thinner?

BrokenAbyss

@SW-User I did. I loved hurting myself. And the skinnier I got the more attention I got. When I was fat people acted like I didn’t exist.

It’s a pick your poison kind of world.

QueenOfZaun · 26-30, F

@BrokenAbyss You explained it perfectly.

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