I am seeing people thinking of suicide and wanted to say I'm so sorry you're having such a hard time and hurting so much. My heart so goes out to you. Please don't. All is not lost. 😥
I was at the same place of despair, one time in my life, thinking all was lost and there was absolutely no hope, but Jesus stepped in and changed my whole life. I've seen this happen to others, too. I care about you and what happens to you. When things happen like this, it is actually God trying to get our attention to get us back on track. He is trying to help you and give direction and stability to your life. He's trying to help you see that things need changing, in order for them to start working right and you can be happy again, but the answer is not suicide.
There's no need to do anything that drastic. That is never the answer. Things will definitely get better, as you take better care of yourself and manage what you do have, but when we're in as deep as you feel you are, we can't reason that through like we should, because of confusion. This is where Jesus comes in as a wonderful helper and friend, when we allow Him to help. He can see into your future, so He knows EXACTLY what you need and He'll never let you down. He will never lead you down the wrong path. He has helped thousands like you and I. If you talk to Him, and allow Him to help you, He definitely will never turn you away nor abandon you like all others have, but you must want and ask for His help.
Take it one day at a time. Talk to Jesus and He will help you change your life. He can completely turn it around for the better. The more you trust him and pray, the more He will guide you, if you'll commit yourself to His guidance. God helped me make better choices. Below is the true story of a person just like you. Look what Jesus did for him. Jesus loves us all the same. He will help you just the same, guaranteed. It's not a maybe...it's a promise.
Please don't give up. You can have so many days ahead of you. Things won't always feel this way. God can make a way where there seems to be no way. When you are this depressed, nothing seems right. We can't even think straight, let alone make decisions about life. On one hand, Satan is telling you life is not worth living, but he's a liar. He's wanting nothing but for you to give up and give in to him. Don't fall for it. Jesus makes all things new. That's what He does, and specializes in. He did it for me, when I felt hopeless, and completely turned my life around. I've seen it numerous times. He'll do the same for you, if you'll trust Him to. He takes a life where there seems to be no hope, and brings us new hope, new beginnings, and a brand new start in life. All is not lost, as the devil would have you believe. Look at what God did for my friend, who was just like you....I'm praying for you.
What looks like your end, is really a brand new beginning for you. Leave all the junk behind and start new. Look in the one place you have never looked before.Up.You have nothing to lose and everything to gain.
