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Wisdom tooth removal has been moved to the 26th.

Had a massive panic attack last night and another this morning.

Not doing so well at this point, I guess.
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WaryWitchWandering · 36-40, F
You’re alright ❤️💪🏻

I hate panic attacks.

Each one is like a trip nobody wants to be on… but listen, you get through and you are truly ok for the moment.

These are times I want to hibernate for a bit … and if I can’t I’m just kinda half there for the time being (not with my children).
thepeculiarpanda · 36-40, M
@WaryWitchWandering I'm so completely over being chronically ill. :) All I did was go on vacation and walk around like a normal person and then I lost four days of my life because the sun and I aren't friends anymore.

It's just so much all the time and I need a break. 😂
WaryWitchWandering · 36-40, F
@thepeculiarpanda wish I could help in some way you know?

I am not chronically ill, but I know what it’s like to be injured/sick/down. Help is hard to ask for and sometimes hard to come by… and sometimes even harder to accept (in my own case)
thepeculiarpanda · 36-40, M
@WaryWitchWandering I just wish any of the things that were supposed to help would actually do so for more than a week before turning on me.

Just started Baclofen for my legs because they've been spastic for twelve years and I can't take it anymore. The meds helped, but they also brought on an existential dread and depression like I've never experienced before. Aaand my legs are having rebound cramps coming off of it so they're worse than usual.

It just sucks dude. Life was hard enough before I got sick. Since then, it's just been a survival nightmare and I wish I knew what the point to any of it was.
WaryWitchWandering · 36-40, F
@thepeculiarpanda come get high and let’s watch silly shit and just pretend it doesn’t matter… I’m good at that at the end of the day.
thepeculiarpanda · 36-40, M
@WaryWitchWandering Deal. :) ...honestly though, the weed has been making this shit worse these past few days but it's the only thing that keeps my heart rate and blood pressure stable. 😂

Just bluuuuuugh. I hope the cosmos is at least getting a good giggle out of my predicament.
WaryWitchWandering · 36-40, F
@thepeculiarpanda I take breaks from weed often…. It makes it more useful when I use it
WaryWitchWandering · 36-40, F
@thepeculiarpanda but I get it as well… I go through phases of over consuming various shit (food/screens/weed/beer)
thepeculiarpanda · 36-40, M
@WaryWitchWandering I'm taking a forced break at the moment but it's probably a healthy thing. 😅 Also, I really REALLY want a drink right now but my liver enzymes are a good bit higher than they should be so I shall refrainnnnn.