I saidit before and ill say it again the thing I hate about living in a apartment is i dont have a backyard anymore. I want my own space outside!

I want a firepit again for bonfires. I want a bbq grill again because i liked grilling. When my family makes me mad or when i feel suffocated id just hang in the backyard but noooo i dont get a yard anymore to call my own.i feel stuck inside and suffocated