What do you want from today?

Honestly, I just want to not wake up from bed. I want to keep sleeping to feel no emotions.

I want to be either lost in dreams or not wake up at all. Its just sad to realize that facing your day is harder than it seemed to be. Making through each day wishing it to just get towards the end to hit the sack.

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MoonlightLullaby

Please. Reach. Out. For. Professional. Help.

We care, but can only do so much. You worry me. 🥺💕

Beatbox34 · 31-35, M

@MoonlightLullaby I'm sorry. It's just that people on this are blocking me too lol for no reason even when I've never spoken to them.

Idk there's so much bothering me and I need to get help now. It's getting to me really bad.

MoonlightLullaby

@Beatbox34 Don't you dare let those people bring you down. I'm blocked from probably half the site, but when it comes down to it, are we missing anything/anyone of importance? If they don't like me, that's on them, and their opinion doesn't concern me. Let go of needing to be liked by everyone, especially strangers. Although you need this place as an outlet, its now become as source of self destruction if you're this highly bothered. It's no longer a healthy environment, so staying away is your best option. I know it's a catch 22 when you need a place for cathartic purposes too. Ugh, poor guy 🥀🖤

Your last paragraph said it all. You know what you need to do, so take that LEAP of faith. What's there to lose? 🌷

Beatbox34 · 31-35, M

@MoonlightLullaby True that. I need to stop expecting people to like me even if they're strangers. I'm going to stop that and change a lot about myself. I need to at this point tbh.