I Have a Question

The best gift to you is to daily meditate ..
Then in time your mind gold silence, will alter the world for you, you will become more at peace.
When your mind wants to dwell on stuff, like above.... you then will notice it and stop it ...that mind chatter that drives you nuts.

if its a song sing the ending otherwise if you want to understand something research, google if common or empirical knowledge, ask if its a personal opinion but you "question" is extremely vague.

I guess a therapist, I found some things you can't get out but you can have a better understand of.