I Battle Depression On My Own
It really is true, the longer it goes untreated, the harder it is to treat. I've had depression for 6 years now and it was getting better for awhile. But days like today gets to me.
I was at dance and I was informed that class would end at 5:45pm today because everyone would be gone for the Nutcracker from a ballet company. So I texted my dad that today and when he got there was around the time I told him to come.
Our dance teacher then said that the nutcracker was cancelled and rehearsal would go on as per usual. So I'm rehearsing my first piece and I look over at my dad and I see this sad face. I feel torn inside, I'm a bad child.
As rehearsal continued I refused to look at my father because I couldn't take looking at his sad face. Finally damce was over and I'm in the car and I apologize to him. He told me he actually enjoys watching me dance and he didn't mean to look sad, he was just tired.
I still feel like a really bad child and I cried.... I mean .... it started raining and it wouldn't stop until I got home.
I love you all 💕💞 always be happy :) and if your depressed remember to stay strong. Take care if yourself, cause someone really cares about you. And thank you for reading through my post.
I was at dance and I was informed that class would end at 5:45pm today because everyone would be gone for the Nutcracker from a ballet company. So I texted my dad that today and when he got there was around the time I told him to come.
Our dance teacher then said that the nutcracker was cancelled and rehearsal would go on as per usual. So I'm rehearsing my first piece and I look over at my dad and I see this sad face. I feel torn inside, I'm a bad child.
As rehearsal continued I refused to look at my father because I couldn't take looking at his sad face. Finally damce was over and I'm in the car and I apologize to him. He told me he actually enjoys watching me dance and he didn't mean to look sad, he was just tired.
I still feel like a really bad child and I cried.... I mean .... it started raining and it wouldn't stop until I got home.
I love you all 💕💞 always be happy :) and if your depressed remember to stay strong. Take care if yourself, cause someone really cares about you. And thank you for reading through my post.
