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The one thing that rings louder and brighter, once the fog of heartache starts to dissipate - is how much the other person really didn't care about you, the whole you. When it's about them. Always about them.
You will know that when the little things are forgotten - like your birthday.
I remember having fever... Very high.... I asked him to take me to hospital, and he said he didn't feel like it....and I accepted...and the funny thing is that he always claimed that he loved me to death... Lol

After nearly 5.5 years, now I know better... Little things, as you said.
SW-User
That's terrible. I'm sorry that happened to you. You are a terrific person!
Thank you dear Charmedheart... So are you... I hope that one day we all learn to love ourselves in a way which is different from selfishness. 🤗
SW-User
Indeed! 🤗🤗🤗
WCguy79 · 41-45, M
Finally! Ur too good for that MOFO!!! Way too beautiful and ur heart too pure for that Jack a**!!! Any dude that can have a woman so emotionally messed up needs to have an eye opener given him. Real men don't treat good women like this!
SW-User
Hey, thank you. But I have to put responsibility where responsibility is due. I had choices, I made choices. It's not just his fault. I'm not his priority. That doesn't make it right BUT I'm at fault for accepting anything less than what I deserve. I'm too valuable to accept that anymore. And I refuse to ever, ever again.
WCguy79 · 41-45, M
U deserve to be treated like a queen, but at the very least, with respect and kindness. U seem to be a very sweet girl I can see how someone could be very taken in by u. Keep gong forward.
I'm sure he will never forgive himself for what he's done to u. No matter his reasonings for not staying with u. U probably trump whoever he's with anyway. So chin up beautiful.
Magenta · F
And/or that you loved and they only lusted.
Ambroseguy80 · 51-55, M
@Magenta: of course!!! I think most of us are kind or like that. Tentative at first. Vulnerable. Unwilling to lay it all out there at once. That's just being smart. Trust is gained over time. Our vulnerability has to be earned. Then sadly, sometimes it is lost. And sometimes that loss is sudden and most times it's as you say - slowly eroding over time. 💋
Magenta · F
Precisely. 😘
Ambroseguy80 · 51-55, M
@Magenta: @CharmedHeart: looks at two of the prettiest ladies in his circle and wonders how men could be so stupid to not treat you two like gold.... 😍😍
Spokeskitties75 · 46-50, M
Too many other people in this world who are capable of unselfish, unconditional love...

Put a period... move on to the next chapter in the book of life!
SW-User
I am. Just sometimes this stuff has to be validated or expelled. I have to put it somewhere.
Spokeskitties75 · 46-50, M
@CharmedHeart: of course, it takes time to put the mess of emotions in their proper files!! 🙂
rottenrobi · 56-60, F
I also tolerated so much selfish, ugly behavior. I wasn't that kind of girl before him, but I became her. I'm glad you're free. I know its not easy, but I'm sure its one of the best you've ever made.
Take Care.
Jeephikelove · 46-50, F
((HUGS)) I know how you feel.
SW-User
Thank you 🤗
Degbeme · 70-79, M
Why is it always the one you put your faith and love into that let you down. His loss my dear. 💝
SW-User
Thank you 😘🤗
Ambroseguy80 · 51-55, M
Little things??? Like your birthday?! Ahhh. I'm learning more about the asshole....
Rusty6 · 61-69, M
Yeah I understand now. I did that to my wife. I'm working on me though. I am so selfish.
SW-User
You don't need drama like that in your life
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SW-User
Just keep doing what I've been doing. One day at at time. Placing thoughts here, getting shit out. Living my life.
Nothing that I haven't already been doing. It is what it is. Moving on.
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