Will I end up as a hermit after college?

Yeah that's how it was for me. My friends in college I lived wi h in the dorms freshman year. Than I moved in some of them and we had a few friends who lived nearby that had lived in the dorms. Two got married and now have a baby together. Two went their separate ways and I don't know what they're doing any more. Another... we no longer speak. I remember them everyday though and miss those days now.

Are you are hermit now? Lol

Lol mostly. I don't like crowds of ppl or the city. Dogs are more my friends than ppl.

@Invisible: You don't need to. If you could see for a single moment that you are perfect as you are. Only for the fact that you are a human being. Then, you can find people who also sees it and others who don't. This is part of life.

So, going back to the original question, no, I don't see you ending up like a hermit unless you choose to be.

Well, I feel like choosing not to would make me unhappy

@Invisible: Happiness many times only consists on that.

Unfortunately that might be your only option :(

@Invisible: because we are all social creatures and at your age, hermits aren't usually made. That happens long after someone leads a bitter life.

My life is bitter. I don't socialize, and given the choice I would probably opt not to interact with anyone. I barely know how to be social, and I don't really enjoy it, so I just can't see myself forming a normal network once I'm on my own

@Invisible: I felt that way too at one time. But found me slowly after school. Hope you do too.

Drug dealing is unfulfilling