I dont feel well and the only way to talk of it is by posting here

I wont tell you in pm.
I dont feel like explaining don't ask
Im sad n been put alone while i was you took my stuff for money
I cant even cry in secret or infront of people lets say a partner. Because you will look the other way. I cant be myself or in church i will be yelled at.
This is me putting the facts together. While you ignore me i will continue sobbing by myself.