Just a little story to remind myself of my own journey into MY OWN TRUTH, when it comes to playing the lottery..
I always loved playing the lottery! Dreaming big of how I'd divide the money between relatives and loved ones! Making big plans for travel, and making the world a little better place for those who are not as fortunate.. Of course I would tithe my own portion to God!! And I would pray and follow the fragrance of life on how best to spend my sudden windfall! But over the years I've heard negative things as well as positive things about the lottery...The first thing that ever turned me on to the lottery was when I was a kid, I had a dream that I had won $30 Million dollars!! And when I woke up I was like where's my money???! Back then the Canadian lottery would only go up between $2-$5 Million dollars... It wasn't until the last decade really that the amounts were $50 Million and over!!
When I first became a Christian, I once heard someone say that playing the lottery was like two people agreeing to steal from each other!!! So for the longest time I never played. Then I got into playing the lottery, I had the fragrance of life many many many times that I would win, even win big, so I followed the fragrance of life! But then once I attended this church I had never been to before, and a woman stood in front of the church and said that it's not good for us to play the lottery! I tried to shrug her off, saying that all things are permissible but not all things are beneficial as the bible says and went with that until I remembered her words and thought about how God doesn't want me playing the lottery... A sudden peace filled my body as I realized that her words were true... But I still wanted to play the lottery!
Then tonight I was planning on going to a store to buy a lottery ticket and as I was praying about it, as to which store I should go to, my husband said which store, and on the TV a man speaking about gambling said it was the nature of the beast... I told my husband God didn't say anything except that it's the nature of the beast!
Then I prayed about it, and asked God, sincerely I choose Him not the nature of the beast.. And it brought me the fragrance of life, even as I type those words out it smelled fragrant... So I guess I've got my answer! I choose God, not money!! You will love one and not the other!! God as much as any amount of winnings would have made me happy to help my aging husband... I trust in your providence along life's twists and turns along the way as it comes!! I'll trust in You, not money... So there I've gotten my answer!! This is for me, it may not be for everybody.. I feel the hand of the Lord upon my arm!! It wasn't easy coming to terms with this! You know what I am giving up? A wonderful dream!!! For a more wonderful God's truth! Ok, God You win!
When I first became a Christian, I once heard someone say that playing the lottery was like two people agreeing to steal from each other!!! So for the longest time I never played. Then I got into playing the lottery, I had the fragrance of life many many many times that I would win, even win big, so I followed the fragrance of life! But then once I attended this church I had never been to before, and a woman stood in front of the church and said that it's not good for us to play the lottery! I tried to shrug her off, saying that all things are permissible but not all things are beneficial as the bible says and went with that until I remembered her words and thought about how God doesn't want me playing the lottery... A sudden peace filled my body as I realized that her words were true... But I still wanted to play the lottery!
Then tonight I was planning on going to a store to buy a lottery ticket and as I was praying about it, as to which store I should go to, my husband said which store, and on the TV a man speaking about gambling said it was the nature of the beast... I told my husband God didn't say anything except that it's the nature of the beast!
Then I prayed about it, and asked God, sincerely I choose Him not the nature of the beast.. And it brought me the fragrance of life, even as I type those words out it smelled fragrant... So I guess I've got my answer! I choose God, not money!! You will love one and not the other!! God as much as any amount of winnings would have made me happy to help my aging husband... I trust in your providence along life's twists and turns along the way as it comes!! I'll trust in You, not money... So there I've gotten my answer!! This is for me, it may not be for everybody.. I feel the hand of the Lord upon my arm!! It wasn't easy coming to terms with this! You know what I am giving up? A wonderful dream!!! For a more wonderful God's truth! Ok, God You win!




