Trying to get life back on track..
Most of you know NOTHING about my struggles, but SOME of you do..still i praise him!
I've overwhelmed myself by worry, doubts, fear, abandonment, anger, frustration and lonliness...but still, i thank him!
Depending on your knowledgeable experiences, how do you do it? Troubles in my way, enemies everywhere..still i love him!
How do you get over a broken heart?
How do you live a life free from worry?
How do you decide wich job to apply for, when you have limited educational experience?
Trying to find another job, trying to make it make sense...trying to keep a roof over my head, trying to make 20 bucks last for food for 2 weeks til payday..its like a bunch of straws for me to choose from..yet I feel theres no balance!
All my plans have back fired, failed, or caused me more stress. Anyone who gave help told me I am not their problem to deal with..i applied for assistance..STILL waiting...still, i magnify the Lord,
I dont have any RELIABLE outlets when i am in dire straights, yet then when others ask, they got more than enough, just cuz i am with less doesnt make me worthless..does it?
I dont even have a nickle to make 5 pennies now! But SOMEDAY i will be blessed...
How do you survive? How do you keep your faith..when it seems youre absolutely defeated...whats next?
Keep on praying...Like a diamond under pressure, and a restless ruby, and an empty emerald, my pearls are trampled beyond the swine..yet i praise him!
One day at a time, one prayer at a time..im SERIOUSLY at the end of my battlefield, and my armor is bent, my spirit bruised, my faith shaken...but, I gotta keep going.
Im just asking for prayers on direction and guidance now...come Monday, I gotta job hunt ..AGAIN...FRUSTRATED..but life is hardest when youre determination is keen. I dont want to give up..but im about out of options..yet, ill be still whilest i praise him!
Jesus, Help me
I've overwhelmed myself by worry, doubts, fear, abandonment, anger, frustration and lonliness...but still, i thank him!
Depending on your knowledgeable experiences, how do you do it? Troubles in my way, enemies everywhere..still i love him!
How do you get over a broken heart?
How do you live a life free from worry?
How do you decide wich job to apply for, when you have limited educational experience?
Trying to find another job, trying to make it make sense...trying to keep a roof over my head, trying to make 20 bucks last for food for 2 weeks til payday..its like a bunch of straws for me to choose from..yet I feel theres no balance!
All my plans have back fired, failed, or caused me more stress. Anyone who gave help told me I am not their problem to deal with..i applied for assistance..STILL waiting...still, i magnify the Lord,
I dont have any RELIABLE outlets when i am in dire straights, yet then when others ask, they got more than enough, just cuz i am with less doesnt make me worthless..does it?
I dont even have a nickle to make 5 pennies now! But SOMEDAY i will be blessed...
How do you survive? How do you keep your faith..when it seems youre absolutely defeated...whats next?
Keep on praying...Like a diamond under pressure, and a restless ruby, and an empty emerald, my pearls are trampled beyond the swine..yet i praise him!
One day at a time, one prayer at a time..im SERIOUSLY at the end of my battlefield, and my armor is bent, my spirit bruised, my faith shaken...but, I gotta keep going.
Im just asking for prayers on direction and guidance now...come Monday, I gotta job hunt ..AGAIN...FRUSTRATED..but life is hardest when youre determination is keen. I dont want to give up..but im about out of options..yet, ill be still whilest i praise him!
Jesus, Help me
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