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The rebels....they don't actually need a soul of their own, or souls at all, to exist. I realized. I thought if they didn't have that piece of me in them, they'd just wither away and die. But Lucifer was trying to tell me. It's not about the soul. It's about my love. My love is what sustains things and keeps them going. Anything I love cannot truly die, just change form. That is how spirits like Mary and Lilith, etc amongst others never consumed any souls but were still around. I wasn't getting it. And the rebels didn't want me to know, because if I knew they wanted to get me to love them for selfish reasons, it would be harder.

They know I can only create with Lucifer. Except....Michael is maybe in denial about it. They figured that out eventually. They are not trying to create anything with me. They are trying to maintain my sympathy, my love, so that they don't die. They consume souls because they are addicts of my energy, as I correctly initially deduced, NOT because they require them to sustain themselves. That was a ploy introduced to further increase my sympathy for them.

Lucifer told me. All those rebels. The reason why and how they are still here right now. And have been hurting everyone for so long. Is because I already do love them. The ones that remain. I genuinely love and care for each of them, because of certain aspects of my history with them, and also because....it's just so so hard for me to not love. It is my nature. I am sad.
Ananke · 26-30, F
I was being so nice to them. They would give me these heartfelt sob stories about their insecurities or fears and I would remember my original relationship with them and assure them I still loved them. And they were behaving themselves when I treated them in this way, so I thought it was working, I thought I was helping them. I was being naieve. They were behaving because I was giving them exactly what they wanted-my love. I was sustaining them all along. This is horrible. This is so painful. Even now I still was falling for their tricks. I am so sick of the manipulation.
Ananke · 26-30, F
They were trying to convince me they'd die if I didn't let them feed off me. Because they knew I loved them and that scared me and would get me to consent to it. They used my love against me too. It hurts.

 
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