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Memories keep coming

He is hurting me. Grabbing onto my arm. Hard. Making it weak. Making it hard to type. I keep messing up with typos. Michael.

What was I remembering? He is trying to make me forget. Oh! About Lucifer!

And the rebellion! Again, I was in my own little fantasy world at this time just sort of doofing around. But the spirits were at war. I didn't get it, I thought they were being so silly and should just cut it out. I didn't understand what was happening. The seriousness of it. Any of it.

Lucifer KNEW Michael's plan. Because of his ability he KNEW. About his plan to get me for himself. And so he went against him. It wasn't for the noble reasons he told me at the time at all. He told me all these wonderful reasons why he was deciding to fight Michael. But of course those weren't his reasons. He just said that to convince me to join him. Lucifer didn't give a shit about anyone except for me. He didn't care about having creation run fairly by all spirits. He just wanted to keep me safe from Michael. He had tried over and over and over to warn me about him and I would laugh and call him a worry wart. I think I did end up taking sides. I think I took sides with Lucifer. But again, I didn't do it because I realized the gravity of the situation. To me it was another big adventure. A game. We were all playing a game together. And everyone would get bored of it soon and stop so it was fine.

Lucifer led 2/3 of heaven against "God". Against Michael. Michael did not have majority support, because he is a stuffy controlling asshole. He did not even have the support of the creator. That is the truth. Sorry Michael 馃槢
Ananke26-30, F
He made it sound like I was crying to attract my husband to try to distract me and make me forget. And then when my husband walked over the light turned on on its own. It scared him.

I told him to go back to bed and not worry about it. I feel so bad. He has no idea. Not a clue.
Ananke26-30, F
Anything I love can't die. Ever. It can change form. But it will never truly die. Cease to exist.

Michael did not want me to know this for some reason. I am thinking.
Ananke26-30, F
Something....big is being kept from me. About Lucifer. Michael is hiding something very big. I feel. His pressure is tremendous. This is hard.
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