More things to consider

I realize now what this human spirit helps me do. I tend to jump to conclusions. I'm terrible about it. Like I said I am impulsive and don't really think things through. She is helping me to step back and consider my actions. And not just my actions but everyone else's. I realize I basically ALWAYS take everyone at their word. If you can make a good enough argument to me, I will want to believe you, even if i KNOW it is probably BS. Because I love everything by default and want to believe everything can be good. That is not the case with the human spirit. She is showing me how to look at the behavior and past actions of spirits rather than their words to help make my decisions, rather than just letting my emotions sway me one way or the other. It is helpful. If I did not have her this process would probably be a lot....messier. Another way their plan backfired I guess. In their attempts to create the perfect "me", a better version of me, I somehow developed in a way that was to their detriment at the same time. Because she was born of Lucifer, she has some of his distinct qualities. Namely, she is suspicious. Of everyone. Of everything. Because she knows precisely what everyone and everything is capable of, under the wrong conditions. Also, because she is his daughter, I suspect she is naturally very in tune with him. She can understand him in a way I can't I think, though she may not want to admit that.

So I am glad to have her to work with! Also. Please. She is Lucifer's daughter. But she is not bad. She is me. She is a very good spirit who genuinely wants what's best for all of us just like me, her "mom". (Ok technically Lilith was her mom but that is just another aspect of myself). She is not an "antichrist." She is so scared of that and always has been. The antichrist is propaganda. Yes she is here to topple how things are right now. But not in the way people were thinking. Yes I suppose she is anti-God in that the God people are familiar with is Michael, who is corrupt and not actually God. Yes I suppose she is anti-christ in that Jesus was Gabriel playing pretend and Gabriel is not God either. (Immaculate conception my ass. He is a naughty boy like they all are. Poor mary.) So don't hate her or be afraid. Her dad was nasty but she isn't.