The next part of the problem
Here is where things get so tricky.
I don't have access to the full story right now. All those rejected parts of me are the ones who have access to their stories, their portion of my "notes", not me.
I couldn't figure out how to get this information. I can't just ask them-I can't trust anything they tell me. If I chose to merge with them my memories would be restored to me, but in the process they would become one with God. This is very dangerous to do when I don't know the full story yet. I don't want to make a decision and then find out I made the wrong one.
And then I realized. I don't have access to what happened. To my old memories. But you know who does know what happened? My friends. All of you. Humanity. You all have been there the whole time with them. I need you to remember now. I need you to remember who and what you are. I want you to share information with me on what happened, what you experienced.
You are all being very repressed right now. I need to find a way to help you so you can remember and help me. They don't want me to connect because they know that is how I get the full story.
I know a lot of information has already snuck through about them so I will utilize that for now unless I can find a way to access and "wake up" who I need to.
I don't have access to the full story right now. All those rejected parts of me are the ones who have access to their stories, their portion of my "notes", not me.
I couldn't figure out how to get this information. I can't just ask them-I can't trust anything they tell me. If I chose to merge with them my memories would be restored to me, but in the process they would become one with God. This is very dangerous to do when I don't know the full story yet. I don't want to make a decision and then find out I made the wrong one.
And then I realized. I don't have access to what happened. To my old memories. But you know who does know what happened? My friends. All of you. Humanity. You all have been there the whole time with them. I need you to remember now. I need you to remember who and what you are. I want you to share information with me on what happened, what you experienced.
You are all being very repressed right now. I need to find a way to help you so you can remember and help me. They don't want me to connect because they know that is how I get the full story.
I know a lot of information has already snuck through about them so I will utilize that for now unless I can find a way to access and "wake up" who I need to.
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