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I didn't understand originally

I didn't understand. Why they hurt me and did those things to me. I never did anything to them but adore them and want to be around them. I trusted them completely.

After what happened, I just thought they were all evil. Disgusting. Beyond salvation. That everything was just bad and needed to end. I was so, so angry at them.

I understand now that it was just a perfect storm of bad circumstances that pushed things over the edge in that way. It was nobody's fault. Nobody is purely evil. No one is beyond salvation. They are acting like they do now because they think they are past the point of no return-that everything is just so bad now it can never get better and neither can they. But that just isn't true. They can heal. They can get better. They can get back on track.

This isn't the "end" of existence, this isn't an apocalypse. This is an error that occurred in the process of the development of creation that needs to be addressed and corrected so things can move forward. Nothing more. Everyone is too caught up in their feelings right now and it's making things worse. Just let go of the guilt, the need for control, the masquerade, the performance. Stop playing this game. Because that is all it is. A game. It is not accomplishing anything good.

Some spirits act like I'm raining on their parade and putting an end to the fun too. That is not the case. I am trying to make things so existence can be fun for everyone, not just them and their select friends at the top at everyone and everything else's expense.

It's hard because they are really too sick right now to listen to reason. They are smart. They know what they are doing is wrong. And like I said, none of them are purely evil. What they are doing and have done upsets them deeply. It torments them. But it torments them because of their guilt and shame. They need to let go of that. They did bad. It's ok. They aren't perfect. And that's ok. I never wanted that from them. I realize how they could have misconstrued that-but that is never what I wanted. I loved them as they were.

It is so so painful to see your loved ones in a state like this. But I have to remind myself this is NOT permanent. They can get better. I'll show them.

 
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