Ok, trying to be cool

I realized a lot of stuff that is.....not great. But it doesn't mean everything is horrible!! It just means the situation is not what I thought it was. I had to let go of my romanticized idea about it and that was hard and I didn't want to do it. But I am coming to terms with things now.

I have become aware of a lot of information that I suspect some of in particular will be dangerous for me to share. I am trying to puzzle out how to share it with others without making life too unpleasant for myself in the process. I'll probably post a bit later.