Thinking back
I have been reading more about this female spirit. Honestly I should have followed my own damn advice and done more extensive reading than just a brief scan of a summary of info before getting involved with her. If I had done so I would have learned about her literal history of kidnapping humans to be her lovers ie tricking them into marriage arrangements. I try to avoid these spirits as a rule. That information was sort of buried about her though and took a bit to find, which I think she has it not the first thing that comes up about her for a reason. She is definitely a spirit who cares about her image.
I also learned she is associated with fate. Fate spirits tend to be......volatile. I don't really like to associate with them. Not that they are all intentionally bad, but from my experience they are....I don't know if capricious is the right word? They tend to be spirits you really don't want to get on the bad side of. (I mean you really don't want to get on the bad side of any spirit I guess.) Learning about this association made me think of an interaction I had with another female spirit on the astral once.
I also had the sense she was a spirit of fate, or luck. But she was horrible. She was a gambler, and she gambled with human lives. She also collected people she favored like pets and just forcibly kept us around her in a sort of harem. She was one of those spirits that you realize is so strong upon meeting them that you just know not to mess with them. (I will mess with anything under the sun practically so when I get this feeling from a spirit it usually means they are STRONG strong.) I guess it's kind of "racist" to group all fate spirits together like that but I wonder if this spirit I have around me now is associated with that spirit in any way or even is her. I hope not. I don't think it is because so far they don't behave the same-that other lady spirit was very arrogant and domineering and she isn't really that way. Also they didn't look the same-but that means absolutely nothing when it comes to spirits, one spirit usually has countless forms and sometimes they even mimic and pretend to be other spirits.
Anyways. Just reminiscing.
I also learned she is associated with fate. Fate spirits tend to be......volatile. I don't really like to associate with them. Not that they are all intentionally bad, but from my experience they are....I don't know if capricious is the right word? They tend to be spirits you really don't want to get on the bad side of. (I mean you really don't want to get on the bad side of any spirit I guess.) Learning about this association made me think of an interaction I had with another female spirit on the astral once.
I also had the sense she was a spirit of fate, or luck. But she was horrible. She was a gambler, and she gambled with human lives. She also collected people she favored like pets and just forcibly kept us around her in a sort of harem. She was one of those spirits that you realize is so strong upon meeting them that you just know not to mess with them. (I will mess with anything under the sun practically so when I get this feeling from a spirit it usually means they are STRONG strong.) I guess it's kind of "racist" to group all fate spirits together like that but I wonder if this spirit I have around me now is associated with that spirit in any way or even is her. I hope not. I don't think it is because so far they don't behave the same-that other lady spirit was very arrogant and domineering and she isn't really that way. Also they didn't look the same-but that means absolutely nothing when it comes to spirits, one spirit usually has countless forms and sometimes they even mimic and pretend to be other spirits.
Anyways. Just reminiscing.
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