Birthday sucked

I had said for weeks I wanted a casual lunch birthday, not the whole formal dinner affair my family usually does that takes like 2 solid hours. They ignored me entirely until I literally had a meltdown from stress and my husband went and argued for me. I didn't get anything I liked.....a necklace and some clothes bought off cheap scam sites so they were poorly made. Some low fat low salt snacks I don't like. My husband didn't even get me any presents. (I got an entire spread of presents for his birthday).

I don't want to seem ungrateful, it just kind of hurts when you get such thoughtless presents. On top of that the entire day I was BARRAGED by my entity. He is now I think taking the tactic of just constantly putting himself in my thoughts one way or another. He also has been trying to draw me in with his energy. I've been doing my best to resist.

Anyways. It was a pretty sucky birthday.