Question about energy

To anyone else who uses magic too. Do you ever build up too much energy and how do you deal with this? I sort of naturally suck up energy in my environment. But then I get "supercharged" and overwhelmed and a lot of times this leads to me basically just violently discharging the energy which tends to have bad consequences.

Ideally I'd like to learn how to a) not just take in energy constantly if I don't need to if that's possible and/or b) learn how to safely discharge this built up energy in a way that isn't explosive and destructive.

Top | Newest First | Oldest First

Ananke · 26-30, F

Currently I have practiced forming a protective shield around myself and making sure I am not visualizing myself being around any people when I do discharge it. But that hasn't worked perfectly. I did a massive earthquake dance in this protected space, and unfortunately an actual earthquake did occur, but it was mild and didn't do serious damage from what I saw. So those methods do help, as usually the disasters I cause are nasty. But I really would just....prefer not to have caused any earthquake.

And then you're like then why the hell would you do a damn earthquake dance. Listen. I am not smart. 😂😂😂 (In reality catastrophic events like that seem to help discharge my excess energy. I'm just trying to release energy and that's the only way I know how right now. Obviously I'd like to change that.)

Add a comment...