Please help me

would like to pray but I want to make shor please any believer help me asking my question how saviour Jesus is the Son of God? And the Holy Spirit is the one who sleeps, has intercourse, mates, or incarnates, whatever he does with the Virgin Mary? Isn't it supposed to be the one who gave birth to Jesus is the Holy Spirit? And to be the son of the Holy Spirit? Please help me to strengthen my faith in Christ the Savior and to be able to pray with faith.Do you have the same problem as me and you did not find a convincing answer? If you have something convincing, I beg you to help me with it, because for about a month I have thoughts of suicide. Please answer me.