Feelings & feeling spooky

Hi. I've been experiencing these highly intense feelings that don't make any sense to me. This all started as soon as I literally came out of the womb, and wasn't always there, but came back from time to time. It came back as soon as the weather started getting more chillier, recently. i feel Halloween's feelings, the chill air, I can feel the emotions of the world around me either feeling positive, or negative. But the strangest thing.... It's me being able to feel these things without any sort of explanation and I can't tell anyone I know in person about this sorta thing without being forced into a psych unit due to the lacking of them understanding me at all. As a little girl, I could FEEL everything. I wasn't the most well behaved student in school up until I hit middle school. I changed drastically through the years without even realizing it.

But this is something that has been having me wonder for many years. It feels like I am in the f*cking cemetery and have been for centuries. It's like I can feel the spirits but at the same time, these are my own feelings by itself. I've never told anyone about this. Please be mindful and keep the rude or trolling comments to yourself. This is something I am taking very seriously.

Is this something that I am? Or something not to worry about? There's something missing. I need answers.

If you have any questions about this subject, go ahead and ask in the comments. Thank you.