Do you find leading a Christian life painfullly mental ?If so why ? [Spirituality & Religion]
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InHeaven · F
Ya. I don’t go with the flow...and it turns my fam and friends on me. Its hard. And then...sins....bad things Ive done kind of torment me too sometimes. Some guilt I guess. I don’t know. Something along those lines. When I don’t get what I want...That’s not easy either 😅
No one likes Christianity because its tough on the self and ego. ... a lot of limits .
No one likes Christianity because its tough on the self and ego. ... a lot of limits .
InHeaven · F
I was groomed as an atheist to begin with...@eMortal came to Christianity myself after being introduced to other religions and trying to chose one lol. I came to fear hell after a vision of it. Ya that fire scared the ..... out of me. I admit and I can not shake it off 😔😔
I used to wonder should I be a Muslim, Hindu, Jehovah witnesses or black magick witch. I swear to God. Hell seemed so distant...something out there...and Jesus was only a cartoon character in a Super Book cartoon. Man, I hope He forgives me this...but I had to say it. Some people think that I am an actual holy angel and holy Christian. Or something. I’ve been told that. I was not forbidden any religion or pushed anything. My mom had no idea who she was spiritually....and my dad thought I should be a little bit of everything cause that would be good for my general education so he proudly handed me Helena Blavatsky Book so that I might be “well rounded” in all religions including satanism 😅
I used to buy black witchcraft books....dude what fear are we talking about....then at one point out of curiosity I asked the Universe “where would I be if I were to die right now “.... thank God he showed me
I used to wonder should I be a Muslim, Hindu, Jehovah witnesses or black magick witch. I swear to God. Hell seemed so distant...something out there...and Jesus was only a cartoon character in a Super Book cartoon. Man, I hope He forgives me this...but I had to say it. Some people think that I am an actual holy angel and holy Christian. Or something. I’ve been told that. I was not forbidden any religion or pushed anything. My mom had no idea who she was spiritually....and my dad thought I should be a little bit of everything cause that would be good for my general education so he proudly handed me Helena Blavatsky Book so that I might be “well rounded” in all religions including satanism 😅
I used to buy black witchcraft books....dude what fear are we talking about....then at one point out of curiosity I asked the Universe “where would I be if I were to die right now “.... thank God he showed me
InHeaven · F
I know@eMortal i have been depressed half of my life and committed suicide when I was a teen ....
...add physical body fire to that ...that is the other hell after our death, i am talking about. Life on earth can be hell and i ve been through it too but I was talking about the afterlife.
...add physical body fire to that ...that is the other hell after our death, i am talking about. Life on earth can be hell and i ve been through it too but I was talking about the afterlife.
