Why do you love or hate the Bible? [Spirituality & Religion]

Looking back If I knew the word and put it into practice I would have never became schizophrenic I would have never broke the first two commandments instead I played with tarot cards and started hearing voices which told me that love was wrong! Until I couldn’t resist no longer and if I was a Good Samaritan I would have never been blind to the undercover decoy who triggered the chase into idolatry which is a sin! I might have known all of this had I read and understood and obeyed the bible, I would have never fallen! And sold my soul! But luckily even then Jesus saw my need and redeemed my soul and died in my place and gave me His life which is a perfume fragrance that gets caught up in my thoughts that guides me in the Holy Spirit! Then I was born again as a living sacrifice to live righteously before the Lord That is when God started inspiring movies called the worlds about my life. when I faced my worlds I started hearing Heavenly Angels sing! Because I followed the map(the bible) To a T