I've known too many good souls suffer to the point of ending it and I've certainly considered it myself. The way I see it is 'god' or the universe totally understands that kind of suffering and how hard it is to be alive. No omnipotent being is going to be stupid therefore its not going to hate, judge or punish. Maybe there's a difference in what happens after a deliberately self caused passing but I believe you get to recover and start again maybe reincarnated, I don't know but there is no time limit on enlightenment