I wish I could donate plasma for cash. Income would be nice.

I'm unable to donate plasma and I doubt I could lie as I'm sure they have their ways of knowing or telling. I could use the income but unfortunately this isn't an option. I could pawn things but I don't have a whole lot to offer up. I really need to make it happen. I need to really buckle down and make changes. I should be out trying to get it together but I'm indoors trying to avoid the urge to sleep. Jesus christ this has always been my problem. My main character flaw so to speak. I'm all talk no action. This has always been my downfall. Like I've said I'm not a hustling go getting type of guy. I'm just an idiot who always gets in his own way.