just want some validation . THANKS

it might just be me but ever since i was a child and even now people around me and even strangers have a way of talking to me .im 26 years old . its like they talk to me like im slow or something and i just now learned that everybody is doing this only to me and i dont understand why . i know my comunication is bad but i graduated with honors and im book smart . i also know that im not family orientated and have a tough time knowing my emotions and ways to express them but that should not be an excuse for anybody to treat me in such a way . i have a hard time dealing with constructive critisim and dark sense of humor due to trauma and certain situations .i dont understand or know the difference. its always 2 ways i handel things and those are flight or fight . if someone takes my phone charger i instantly feel like its a set up or if someone takes my things i feel like its a set up and i know those are bad ways of thinking but my saftey and concernes are my responsibility . I learned a new word for today "CONDESCENSION"