People always like to see the smiling you, the strong. You'd think true friends would see through you. But you realize they don't, or maybe...

...maybe you never really had true friends to begin with, nor family who really cares.

I got stranded.

Back in the earlier days of my life, whenever I get lost or feel sick and stuck somewhere, dad always came for me.

But that day...well just yesterday...it happened, and I realized it's just me. There's no one I feel I could call who would just drop everything and come.
I mean I have mom and she offered to come, but when it comes to safety and capability, she always used to be stuck in what she knows that I end up teaching her more so no, she doesn't really make me feel like I can be at ease...not in the way I used to feel with dad around.

Life huh?