Why do I want a man special friend although I only want it to be platonic?

[b][/b]If I just want platonic friends they could be man or woman. But I specifically seek men. I do also want women friends but they seem uninterested. You know busy or whatever.
I’m just so dam lonely. I feel like asking everyone I meet … will you be my friend? Lol I feel pathetic. Where are my friends? 😢

Maybe I even can be in a romance someday but there has to be a real friendship first.

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Stuffy · 61-69, F

One fantasy that would be nice to come true is finding someone who could just take my x’s place in some ways. We could pretend we been married all those years and had those happy memories- I would fill in the details of the times I loved best. And vise verse I could pretend to be your lost love. (However keeping in mind that wear my relationship ended off was with me not wanting any more sex as it was). It’s the comforting feeling of continuity And assumption of staying together. No worry about being left And alone.