I am so done with these ice pick headaches

And no, I'm not gonna see a doctor about it,

I've already done that multiple times and they barely even look at me and just brush it off as anxiety,

At this point I really hope it's a stroke waiting to happen so it will kill me in my sleep (⁠ノ⁠ಠ⁠益⁠ಠ⁠)⁠ノ

Sorry for the harsh tone,
I haven't had a lot of sleep because every time I'm about to fall asleep these mutha sucking headaches pounce on me out of the blue

I'm freaking ticked.