I Need to Rant

She talked to me for 5 years.. no matter how bitter it was during our fights she called back and talked. She talked almost every day.. till 3 or 4 AM.. How stupid I am I could not understand she loved me.. I always thought she put me in a friendzone because she never said those three words in those 5 years.. I might have bagged a Ph.D degree but I am the most stupid guy in this world.!!