I Need to Rant

This isn't really an angry rant, it's an anxious one. It's that time of year again where we're supposed to purchase presents and cards for our loved ones. For some reason, I've been stressing out about it this year. Not for financial reasons, but because they've all been so wonderful to me (and they've been wonderful years before, but perhaps now that I'm older, I'm seeing and appreciating it more than I ever have in the past). Anyways, I'm stressed out, trying to pick the perfect gift.

Deep down, I know that it doesn't even matter. I'm sure "the perfect gift" doesn't even exist, but that doesn't keep me from looking for it. I've been looking for the past 3 weeks, and Christmas is tomorrow and I have nothing to show for it except some Christmas cards that I sent off to relatives who live further away...

Ugh, oh well. Today is the last day to shop. Wish me luck!